Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Today is a good day but very tired!
Obviously I have been doing loads of washing in our new direct drive 7kg loads LG washing machine. Brilliant thing"
I am currently installing the OS on an old IBM NetVista x40 which used to retail over £1000! What do you reckon I'll get on ebay?
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Been a bit depressed today :-(
A bit down today but loads better than suicidal a month or 2 ago!!! Can't pinpoint why but I guess you just get days like it. If you are reading this, I don't want to bring YOU down so kindly move on to someone else's blog!
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Today I am having a good day :-)
We were awake early and I think this is day 12 without alcohol but I did have half a Zopiclone last night. K and j went to town early and I settled down to review eBay and arrange postage for the 3x items sold. I am feeling surprisingly chipped today, whether It's the citalapram 40mg starting work, being busier in my life and the fear and excitement of being a father again at the age of 45?! K is due next march I think?! Not sure what my parents will say about it but who cares I am 44 hehe. I also have to tell Emily soon, I think she will be excited, but I have a few weeks before I tell her :-)
Friday, July 8, 2011
I'm back again to try and maintain my blog!
Since my last entry i have been plagued by my demons and been a complete twat on numerous occasions. But times are a changing and so must I!
How i got myself to here is a story and some of my darkest days are ever present and I have hurt k mentally on too many occasions. Thing are changing and from now and I am sure I am coming out the other side in a positive way, the future looks scary and interesting. I shall start filling in the gaps soon.